she’s gone.
i’m confused.
he smokes.
she screams.
this life is so useless.
i’m so helpless.
i pray. He listens.
but no one’s here.
where are you?
4 years.
i’ve been here for 4 years.
when you cry, i listen.
when i cry, you leave.
friendship?
no. friendship is 2 sided.
i’m done.
no more sides.
this is the end.
you won’t hurt me anymore.
this is my life.
i’m the star. not you.
it’s time for me to live.

you caught my eye
now it’s hard to look away.
your smile and your laugh steal me away.
you’re what i want
but you cannot be mine.

i wish my heart would behave
it’s too hard to want what you cant have.
this is different, though.
youre different, though.
i wish you could be mine.

you sing like an angel.
your smile mends my heart.
your figure makes me stare.
but im only fooling myself.

i cant love myself
i dont deserve to love you
let you down, waste your time.
this is garbage, im just shy.
i just really want you to be mine.

it was the final day. you were so strong.

i was a mess, you were completely together.

you touched me that summer.

you were my missing piece.

like the brother i never had. the best friend i always needed.

it was time to say goodbye.

but not forever. just for now.

i looked at you.

you looked back with such love.

i hope my face showed my over flowing love for you.

i cried harder.

you held me like ive never been held before.

i was safe. i was home.

you held me so close, our pain was one.


in my darkest times i think of you.

how you held me. how we were one.

and i know im safe. i know im not alone.

i love you. i miss you.

i know im home with your hands in my hair.