February 2010
3 posts
where are you?
she’s gone. i’m confused. he smokes. she screams. this life is so useless. i’m so helpless. i pray. He listens. but no one’s here. where are you? 4 years. i’ve been here for 4 years. when you cry, i listen. when i cry, you leave. friendship? no. friendship is 2 sided. i’m done. no more sides. this is the end. you won’t hurt me anymore. this is my life....
Feb 17th
this is a terrible position
you caught my eye now it’s hard to look away. your smile and your laugh steal me away. you’re what i want but you cannot be mine. i wish my heart would behave it’s too hard to want what you cant have. this is different, though. youre different, though. i wish you could be mine. you sing like an angel. your smile mends my heart. your figure makes me stare. but im only fooling...
Feb 17th
rescued
it was the final day. you were so strong. i was a mess, you were completely together. you touched me that summer. you were my missing piece. like the brother i never had. the best friend i always needed. it was time to say goodbye. but not forever. just for now. i looked at you. you looked back with such love. i hope my face showed my over flowing love for you. i cried harder. you held...
Feb 17th